I am worn out, alone and tired. Here in the middle of the country. No family, friends or support.
Don’t get me wrong….I am thankful for my daughter and sons. But being completely alone with everything falling on me is hard. I can’t go home or be around those I used to know because I can not have my husband find us. Shit would hit the fan and I probably wouldn’t make it out alive.
So…here I am. Here I will stay until I work stuff out and get myself in a position where I can take care of stuff on my own again.
Just need to believe that God doesn’t give us more than we can handle. Just need to work toward mg goals,take care itself and the babies,and get stuff where it needs to be.