I need to be ok with being at a temporary stand still, be ok with sometimes taking a step back but mostly I need to be ok with the fact that my life is a work in progress. I need to stop looking for a quick fix, an instant solution and “the answer”.
Reality is that I have a lot of struggles ahead, and that’s ok. Everyone does…no ones life HD perfect. God gave me this life becsuse he knows I can handle it. He promised not to give us more than we can handle.
Life is more than belongings, more than where we live.
I am here, I have my health, I have my babies. I just need to relax, take one day at a time.
But honestly….that is so much easier said than done. I know I need to trust God fully, pray continuously, give thanks for everything and read the Bible more. I need to get healthy mentally…and take my life back.
I am sick of being the victim, I am sick of not having a say in my life and I am sick of being afraid.